12/7 - let’s make it last
& there’s only a selected few whom i confide in and most of them are online friends lmao
I honestly detest having to share my innermost feelings so if you ask me if something’s bothering me chances are I won’t tell
Words exist that can, used by a poet, achieve a dim monochrome of the body’s love, but beyond that they fail clumsily.
“My love flowed out to her, hers back to me. Mine stroked and soothed. Hers caressed. The distance - and the difference - between us dwindled and vanished. We could meet, mingle, and blend. Neither one of us existed any more; for a time there was a single being that was both. There was escape from the solitary cell; a brief symbiosis, sharing all the world…”
Short-lived happiness, perhaps?
Remember when you used to call me Dumbo Deana? Well it turned out I got a higher aggregrate than all of you. Who’s the dumb one now?
I never planned for this to happen. I have never wanted to fall in too deep for fear of facing the consequences thereafter. Slowly, inevitably, your charm has pulled me into your tangled web. Day by day, occurrences of you crossing my mind grew threefold. I couldn’t deny the fact that your existence is significant in my life. No matter how much I didn’t want to, I have fallen unmistakably, inexplicably, inextricably in love with you.
